Today I want to type in English. Yeah, English only. Sounds like good-good right? No, it's not that good. It was bad actually. But not too bad la. Just so and so. By the way, please ignore my grammar..hahaha.
Honestly, I don't know how to type flower-flower in English. So I just type generally. It's about me. And it's about waiting. It's about a story, almost 2 years before I wrote this stupid entry. It's about hope. It's about keep smile and happy. It's about my will, to prove that I could become someone to somebody. Which is at the end, knowing that the only one I could do is just to stop waiting.
Today is the day, when I had accidentally knew that she's now taken by somebody. My reaction? "Wahhh..tahniah2..hahaha". Well, is it crime to pretend that I'm happy? Should I show any sign of sadness, or sign of weakness, maybe? I guess not. Cause it was predicted right from the beginning. I'm not only hope for the best, but also prepare for the worst. Furthermore, knowing that she's happy, is more enough to make me happy. While deep inside, I wish she's mine. My one and only.
So I me, I hope that he'll be able to make you happy. And I think I know that he'll be able to make you happy. Till then, thanks for the memories. May Allah bless. Assalamualaikum..
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
p/s: the question is, have I ever stop waiting? :D
1st rasanya laa...
ReplyDeleteH..sarikata Plzzz..
Hahahaha
no subtitle allowed..kahkahkah
Delete"she's happy, is more enough to make me happy"<--bunyi pasrah je ayat ni..
Deleteapapun, sabo naa encik H..setiap apa yg terjadi ada hikmahnya.. *tetibe.
erkk..hahaha..nak kata pasrah tu tidak la..maybe lebih kepada redha..:D
Deleteand yes, setiap yg jadi tu ada hikmahnya..:)
Redho itu pasrah,
DeletePasrah itu meyerah..
>_<
eh macam salah jer..hahaha
DeleteEhh..ni versi Nur...
DeleteSuka hati laa..
Hahaha. :p
Grrrr..mana aci main tukar2 versi..>:[
DeleteH, aci kat india yea...
DeleteKakhakahkah...
:p
eh kat Malaysia pun ada jugak tau!! -_-"
Deletealaaaaaaa...what happening actually mr H??? u still didnot story mory at meee lorrrhh~ tell me why perleaseee whyyyyy??
ReplyDeleteerkk..xde apa kot yg aku nak story calie..semua macam biasa jer..hahaha
Deleteadoii..gua tak pandai omputih..kbai..
ReplyDeleteNak aku translatekan ke Bundle? Alaaa standard la kalau cakap omputih ni mesti kes putus centa la ni. Yg panjang2 tu bunga dea je. Hahaha
Deleteerkk..ni english paling cikai kot..kalau guna jawab exam mesti cikgu bulatkan dgn pen merah..:D
DeleteSbb cikai tu laa yg Bundle tak paham. Kau ni, suka jek nak susahkan Cekgu Bundle untuk paham. Grrrr. Huh!
Deletebahasa melayu ko pon aku susah paham,ni kan omputih..hahaha
DeleteSkang kau cuba cakap ngan aku Bundle. Kau sebenanye nak suh H tulis bahasa apa? Uganda ke? Wakaka
Deletehahaha..pasni aku nak taip bahasa korea..:p
Deleteit's okey.. u will found some1 else. She's not meant for you. So you should move on. Hey. *bunga bukan sekuntum*. :)
ReplyDeleteinsyaAllah..there will be someone somewhere..:D
Deletesabar H. sayu je saya baca, :)
ReplyDeleteerkk..jangan la sayu sangat..anggap macam citer lawak jer dah la..hahaha
Deletepegang remote control, tukar subtitles Bahasa Melayu. oh...NONE. ok.
ReplyDeleteaik? astro x provide subtitle ke? hahaha
DeleteSeingat aku kau pernah kata kau rela menunggu just untuk puaskan hati kau je. Even kau tau kau maybe takkan dapat apa yang kau nak. At least, kau puas hati dah buat kau punya part, selebihnya takdir tak menyebelahi. & kau puas hati sebab rasa puas menunggu, dan puas mengharap. Rasa puas, dan rasa okeyy its done & now dah boleh move on. So, mana hilangnya semangat tu sume? :D
ReplyDeleteOr maybe kau sebenarnya tak ready lagi untuk stop menunggu? Belum puas? Belum rasa nak move on? Ayat last tu aku caye kau lum benti menunggu dan berharap. Tapi situasi dah bg kau reason konkrit grade 50 untuk kau stop menunggu. Caye lahh, sometimes kita perlukan reason tu utk bg kita reason utk stop menunggu. Tanpa reason tu, kita takkan pernah puas kut sbb takde reason utk stop. So, berterima kaseh lah ngan reason konkrit tu. Hehehe. Apsal aku dah macam pakar motivasi centa lak ni? Phuiiii
Hadapi Dengan Senyuman, H :) <-- Takde kaitan ngan status fb aku. Kebetulan je sama. Nak aku nyanyikan kat Kopitiam ke? Kahkahkah!
yup..aku akan tunggu selagi aku rasa nak tunggu..even just utk puaskan hati sendiri jer..hahaha..and rasanya semangat tu x hilang lagi setakat ni..:D
Deletemacam ayat yg last tu la..rasanya aku memang still ada keinginan menunggu walaupun reason tu dh cukup konkrit gred 40 utk jambatan utk buatkan aku stop..tapi macam ko jgk la, aku ni degil..maybe belum masa nak move on..
muhun nyanyikan lagu tu kat Kopitiam..:-w
Okeyyyy! Pasni salu2 gi gym okeyyyy. Biar kuat!!! *gambomuscle
Deletepesal ko komen bm makcik..tak amerika la..haha
DeleteTak pandai bahasa london laa. Tu pun aku kompiden je ngan apa aku komen tu. Ntah ye ntah tak ada kaitan ngan entry H ni. Ahaha!
Deletebiar salah asal kompiden..hahaha
Deletejapp. google translate..
ReplyDeletehaaa..jumpa x subtitle dia? :D
DeleteEh, sedihnya. Mungkin sebab not very flower-flower kot entry ni. Hahaha.
ReplyDeletehahaha..aku x reti nak flower-flower kalau taip english ni lyd..dulu spm dapat 7 jer..:D
DeleteDont want to write much. Afterall its easier said than done, kan? *senyum*
ReplyDeleteSemoga sihat mental dan emosi untuk hadapi hari hari seterusnya. Kuat cikgu kuaaaat! :)
heh..cikgu kuat tau..cikgu ada muscle..hahaha
Deletedah lama tak datang sini.. huk huk huk *batuk
ReplyDeletenext entry in english lagi nah. congratulations :)
well, you no me..:p
Deletewell not really that bad, still boleh faham dan menusuk kalbu..ahahaha....
ReplyDeleteyg last skali tuh, its not really a question i guess. its an assertion.. hahaha
wahh..menusuk kalbu di pinggir kali..hahaha
Deleteayat yg last tu, mmg bukan question..:D
H, aku suke A7x ni terutama lagu ni. Dalam tu lirik dia.
ReplyDeleteTapi kan..jauh sudut hati walau hepi tengok dia bahagia, tapi kan..tapi kan...
Mesti ada sikit 'bahagiamu deritaku'... tu kalau aku la...
sama la..aku suka gak lagu dear god ni..:D
Deletetapi..tapi..takde tapi2..hahaha
subtitle takde ke?
ReplyDeletesubtitle xde la..astro lupa nk provide..-_-"
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ReplyDelete"saya kan..kalau saya sayangkan seseorang ,saya nak tengok dia happy. walaupun saya jeles, sy still happy kalau tgk dia happy. no matter how hard it is, sy akan cuba terima.."
ReplyDeletedont u remember H, y awak pernah nsht ara mcm tu masa ara btul2 keliru utk terus tunggu @ stay on? please always be happy although u're not :)
awak kena selalu dengar lagu cinta tak bersyarat wlpn lagu tu buat awak rasa mcam nak lari hingga ke liang lahad. dan ara tahu, awak bukan putus asa, cuma lebih kepada redha. Redha H, redha utk setiap apa y berlaku :) pohon keikhlasan hati, pohon kekuatan hati dari-Nya.
p/s: kerna ku mengerti cinta itu tak mesti memiliki :)
hahaha..saya okey jer la..ni bukannya entry sedih pun Ara..ni cuma interpretasi pada keadaan2 yg saya tengah alami..itu jer..:D
Deleteblerghh. ayat tu xleh blah tau. interpretasi. errr oke2. 12:15 am? rasanya masa tu ara tengah borak dengan someone.
Deletehahaha..interpretasi tu perkataan yg best tau..:p
Deletewahhh that bend is mai faveret tu, the Avenged Sevenfold. Me donno to laugh or to say sorry to u, so so also. Hauever, I think think u'll be fine ;) u big boy dont cry.
ReplyDeleteso the conclusion is, i will be fine..:D
Deletetolong translate ke english uk bole tak? huhuhu..
ReplyDeletetak boleh..sape suruh ponteng masa dulu2..hahaha
Deletehahahaha.
ReplyDeletelucu H...
biar die berbahagia disampingnya... sebab kau mungkin samping orang lain....
haaaa..at last ada jugak org yg gelak baca entry ni..
Deletehahahaha..aku memang harap dia bahagia pun..:D
ermmm..sabar.. maybe ada yg lbh baik utk H nt..
ReplyDeleteerkk..yup, ofkos la sabar..insyaAllah ada..:D
Deleteinsha Allah..ada yg lebih baik menanti..=)
ReplyDeleteerrr..aaaa..errr..aaaa..bye husna..hahaha..tiba2 takde idea nak reply apa..:p
Deletetakpe H.. Beliau dah kawin Sya single hahaha
ReplyDeleteokey..Sya single..masalahnya, available ke? hahaha
Deletesijil nikah tu belum ada lagi.. so kira available la kan? hahahahaa
DeleteCc: paksu >_<
Deletepengsan -_-
Deletetahniah!! :p
Deleteterima kasih..kes ditutp. kemenangan berpihak pada H. k bye
Deleteokey..1-1..:D
Deletesakit. tapi percayalah. one fine day, kau akan faham kenapa benda ni jadik dekat kau.
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